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Saturday, November 07, 2009

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 18:15:33 GMT

Counting stars and passing cars on the interstate.
The end is near, I feel it dear, but I am not afraid.

I've seen the signs.
I watch you as you pull yourself away from me.
Can't believe, I want to believe, how can I believe?
You're making me doubt.
I thought I knew you,
I don't even know myself.

Sometimes I sleep, sometimes it's not for days.
And the people I meet always go their separate ways.
Sometimes you tell the day by the bottle that you drink.
And times when you're alone, all you do is think.

I guess it always gets me drinking and makes me sad.
Forgive me if I look so lonely, it's not that bad.
Sometimes it's just the sound of the TV that gets me always wondering why.
Sometimes it's just a conversation that makes me cry.

I look for a corner or a quieter room.
There’s no heat in this house.
I can’t breathe with these words in my mouth.
But I’m not going to say them.
Yeah, I've made that mistake before.

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Thursday, October 29, 2009

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 00:43:57 GMT

I am too weak to be your cure.

So suck your so called pity down.
Hey, that's not so bad is it.
Take your cold cold heart and drown,
and dont forget to take deep breaths.

I never had anyone I could actually count on.
I've been let down so many times.
I was tired of hurting and so tired of searching.
And then, you walked into my life.
It was a feeling I'd never known and for the first time,
I didn't feel alone.

You were never one for waiting;
still, I always thought you'd wait for me.

You were never supposed to mean this much to me.

I tell 'em baby I'm a star.
Shit, I'm above a star.
And now I done got so high,
I did forgotten who you are.

Live like an angel, die like a devil

In the end we only regret the chances we didnt take,
the relationships we were afraid to have,
and the decisions we waited too long to make.

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Saturday, January 03, 2009

Sat, 03 Jan 2009 07:26:51 GMT

longggger update since i got 10 so fast(:
20 comments for the next update!
ALSO;; keep adding quotes?

You’re flirting with distaster.

I’ve got some problems, but we’ve got 10 dollars.
That’s enough to get us wasted before the night is over.
These past five days I’ve been completely sober.
But tonight I’m getting ripped wide open.

Hushed with a finger.
Don’t say you’ll never when you might, or just another time.
This poison comes instruction free.
Do what you want, but I’m drinking.

Ten bucks says you’ll be crawling into bed with me.
Putting your hands where they don’t belong;
and ten bucks says you’ll be putting your lips
where they don’t belong either;
but ten bucks says I won’t say no.

I know that we said we shouldn’t do this anymore.
But lonely is prone to forget, so I’m standing at your door.
Well maybe it’s not right, maybe that doesn’t matter tonight.
How about one more goodbye?

Here’s the truth about the truth.
It hurts so we lie.

It makes me want to keep it locked inside.
You got the gasoline but I don’t have a light.
I wanna hang out, it’s not a good time.
I’d rather be somewhere that I could find
people that don’t live off the words
that are said by someone else.
Cause talking shit is so bad for your health.

I’m shutting my doors and putting my walls
back up. I’m closing my curtains and removing
the welcome mat. I’m blocking everything out again,
because it’s so much easier than feeling something.

It’s a car crash of two hearts
and i'm calling shotgun

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Tue, 30 Dec 2008 21:45:20 GMT

thanks for the comments guys;; here's an update(:
10 cmnts for an update!

Oh because I just love this artificial happiness thing I got going on now.

No, I don't want your boyfriend.
Nobody does.
That's why he's with you.

Clean up your act,
your story's getting dusty.
Wash your mouth,
your lies are getting rusty.

I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor.
Where i layed and told you, but you swore you loved me more.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Sun, 28 Dec 2008 20:39:39 GMT

add this myspace if you like shoppinnn ++++
OH & i want 10 comments for an update
ya'll can do it(:

Friday, September 26, 2008

Fri, 26 Sep 2008 23:08:37 GMT

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